evolia

I'm officially with no flirts anymore. TKHD acted like a jerk on saturday and I kinda had the urge to slap him or, later on, send him a text saying 'go f*ck yourself, b*tch'. Yeah, I was pretty pissed. He just went all talking about girls he'd banged in the past and that he plans to bang in the near future while sitting right NEXT TO ME, and then have the balls to look innocent about it, like he doesn't know it's going to make me feel embarrassed and uncomfortable. Gah.

As for cute-guy, he's just not so cute, apparently. Friends that are trying to protect me (as they say) are telling me he's kind of a jerk, too.

Yay.

Thoughts on SPN and FNL coming later (or tomorrow, I'm tired as hell).

I am kinda...I feel ready to burst. Like, really. You know how it is that sometimes, you wake up and things go wrong and it's not so bad, really, you think you should suck it up and accept it because life is like that and all, but you just don't feel like it, but feel like curling in bed, eat chocolatey things and watch tv all day long ?

Well today was one of those days for me. I got woken up by a call from my ex-boyfriend, to tell me he was indeed taking the jump that have us broken up, meaning he's moving to the UK to open a photo store and art gallery up. He wanted to tell me all sorts of things that broke my heart all over again, and I can't hate him for deciding to realise his dream, but honestly ? I hated him a tiny bit this morning, because it hurt so much. So, so much.

Then my dad decided it was 'annoy Ellie today'. It's all in good-natured fun, but I kinda burst into tears and holed myself up in my room and put some very loud AC/DC and Queen and Lynyrd Skynyrd songs, so he knew I was off-limits.

Then my dog, that I adore, but that is really annoying at times, thought that it would be fun to drool all over my only clean pair of jeans, before going to the hanging dry thing we use for clothes to dry and steal some of my underwear to chew on in the garden (just after some rain, of course). So I gritted my teeth, ran after him for a good ten minutes, only to have to hand wash my underwear all over again.

Then I thought I'd have some time off, hoped to be able to rp a bit, but jo_winchester never showed up. I watched Reaper (which was good, and I def love Sock and Sam) and an episode of CSI: Miami. At ten minutes before the end of the CSI ep, an old friend calls me to catch up and tells me that a friend of us just had an accident with a fryer and got both his upper arms and hands burnt to the 3rd degree, and that he's in the hospital for at least a month and a half, and of course in a hospital that is far away enough that I can't go visit if I want to. Yay.

And finally, my ex (not the last one, another guy) just texted me, asking me why we didn't keep in touch and that he misses me. He MISSES me. Dude dumped me three days after after having sex with me. F****** A******.

*sighs*

Yeah, not a great day.

Okay, I feel completely pathetic. Tell me, I'm not pathetic, am I ?

( I'm writing this from Sam's computer )

Rant over, read at your own risk.